My best friend (which I haven’t seen in ages, since my birthday, which was in February) called four hours ago and I didn’t hear my phone. Ughhhh. Why do I so rarely pay attention to my phone unless it’s in school and I’m bored and reading ff on it.
Called her back and maybe we’ll meet tomorrow in the evening. Hopefully.
Ugh I hate having school work during holidays. It’s like .. I want to do it all early and not have to worry about it the last day of holidays but … even though I’m trying to do it, I’m just so slow and unmotivated. And I can’t even watch a show or something without feeling guilty for not doing work. And when I do other stuff I just spend my time worrying how the hell I’m going to finish all the work.
Oh my god. More than one day already passed since that thing happened and my heart is still racing. For fuck’s sake, anxiety! I have work to do would you please leave me alone?
I can already see I’ll have another sleepless night tonight (didn’t sleep last night either).
Do you ever look back and think about the things you used to LOVE and then realise they annoy the shit out of you now?
Wow I feel quite better! It think I might actually be able to get out of bed for a while!
*the room spins*
….. or not.
One good thing about being ill is that you just don’t give a fuck about anything real life related. Because you’re so focused on your pain.
Every year I think how much I’ll be able to draw during summer when I’ll have the time …
…. but then I remember the terrible terrible heat.I can do nothing in that heat … I can barely even make myself watch stuff.
Our house is on the sunniest freaking location and we don’t have an air conditioner.
And not to mention all of the mosquitoes and other bugs (our house is near a forest).
What is the point of holidays when you can’t enjoy them because summer sucks. Yeah I dislike summer. I’m a winter person and probably the only one here who isn’t sick of snow yet xD
I mean I do draw more during the summer obviously … but I could draw even more if it wasn’t so hot in my room during summer … so hot that I can almost feel myself melting. Ugh.
Of course I have the need to draw now when I have a train to catch.
And when I come to my dorms I’m going to be too tired for it (since it’s gonna be around 11:00 PM and I’ll still have to get ready for sleep).
Whyyyyyyyy don’t you give me desire for drawing sooner, brain?
Eeeeee! Lookie what was waiting for me home today! (Also I got a new awesome phone LG Optimus 4X!! <3)
I just had green tea with milk, honey & cream for the first time and … the after taste is like …. as if I just ate a stick insect a.k.a. Extatosoma tiaratum.
If you don’t know what that is … here’s a picture of the sexy motherfucker.
AND NO I NEVER ATE ONE OF THOSE XD
But I had them as pets and these motherfuckers smell REALLY BAD. And sometimes when you smell something you can also get a bit of taste in your mouth.
I am never drinking green tea with honey & milk again.